oh wait, before i take my leave.. current earworm, thanks to jia:

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
i love you.
(i love you)

15th Nov 2008

haha i haven't been updating because i was in thailandddddd! (& also cos i couldn't be bothered to when i got back, the feverrrr is gone) with the girls. it was great!!! basically sums up to shopping&eating!!, elephant riding, palace visiting, rowing (omg it's good training for muscles hurhur), floating market, shiok 2h thai massage!

met up with the snerds when i got back! omg we're super retarded, we did our own music videos!!! like backstreet boys and This Is Me from camp rock (lousy, don't watch ;p). heck, we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly, making a fool of ourselves (: anyway, i'm super glad for them i love how it's so easy and comfortable to just pick up where we left from months ago and stuff. and totally not feel awkward!! i love youuuuuu all, and i mean it. lesbian love, jia! just kidding!

and i went to check out the singapore biennale yesterday! it was fun :D and my ______ camera (fill in your own negative adjective, that rhymes!), well technically my uncle's really old cam, had to die on me after a few shots. maybe it was the wrong batteries. so anyway, very sadly, i had to settle with my phone's 2.0 megapixels camera!! dang. BETTER THAN NOTHING! haha. i may get a camera soon, it'll be my first ever, haha interesting fact huh. ANY TO RECOMMEND, ANYONE? good and reasonably priced haha. JUST DROP A TAG THANK YOU!




beauty and the beast! do you see!

a dancer! this was so cool!!

a funkaye cube/boxy thing made up of junk as i call it (:



and then headed to my cousins' (I SURVIVED WALKING PAST CATS ALONE EN ROUTE TO THE HOUSE *pats back*) where we played monopolyyy. haha.

and i really should not be here, i've a million and one things to settle! and i'm leaving again so.. no time to waste! byebye, happy holidays!

Haha 10 really got me cos Don used to call me peanut and Bryan called me a bean :/ i checked you aren't a chilli! hah. and 9 is cool man, i am in all of you hahahaha,.. uh. 3 is just dumb! :P

I've 5 mosquito bites on my right elbow they are the size of a.. 5cent coin each? disgusting bloodsuckers. itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up and down my backywacky haha some campfire song.

              :D

yeah mean mosquito.


anw my pw group is PSYCHO i tell you. they waited for me this morning cos i had some meeting, just so that we could all walk into the pe dept together and have a group photo with our pw teacher. "closing ceremony" they call it. they were super high/ hyper/ bouncy/ craaaaazy. and when they asked this other teacher to help take a photo, i was like WHAAAAAAAT?! haha. obviously, we were the only group who took a photo with her. retards!! haha!! i have no part in initiating this. nonsense. btw, isnt the smiley cute? :D

so when i got home i cleared my room :D:D (since ive to do it before i go on my holiday anyway :/) not done yet though. but. i junked out these and for the name of boredom had a fun time arranging my junked out stuff! kinda productive i guess, on the whole (: to be continued. like when i feel like it.



HAHAHHA LOOK AT ALL THE CHINESE BOOKS!!! gone gone gone. (: and the left stack is like recyled paper i will use next year. haha ning and gunie, i am now the queen of recycled-paper-to-scribble-on :D previously i lacked rough paper to ..bleh.. on. HAHA.

and look this is cool. (: izzy and i were msging and then i saw my 'essay' published in some mg chinese compilation and below mine was izzy's! we were just p1. not bad aye. (not everybody's essay got published, mind you :P )*pats back* HOHO.

and i have weird males in my family HAHA.
okay so my dad was taking a walk in the evening and he msged me saying he bought bak chor mee (that's the same as minced meat noodle right? which i just had for lunch btw) for me as an incentive for me to clear up my room which "looked like a hurricane had gone through it" he's exaggerating haha. (btw omg i ate so much for dinner hahahaha. swiss butchery chicken rocks (: and so does egg, anytime) and here's a convo:

dad: have you tried from that stall along ____?
bro: ohh, no. cos i always see a lot of prostitutes there.
me: HAHAHAHA you think they'll hit on you is it.
bro: no, i'm afraid i'll get aids. if the utensils aren't washed properly then the saliva... enter the bloodstream.. then i'll get aids!
me: uh.. (trying not to laugh or make him look stupid, he's OLDER btw.)
bro: but it makes sense, right?!

and another:
i was watching barney HAHA they were showing it on channel01 or something. it was my favourite childhood show btw, don't laugh. -.- barney is cute la. so when they'll started singing i love you, you love me, we are one big family...
me: ooh so cute!! (i meant the song, the whole thing; and my dad prob thought i was eyeing the lil angmoh boy)
dad (to mum): if you pass angmoh boys to her, she'll deflower them.

OMG! DEFLOWER?? DONT ONLY GIRLS GET DEFLOWERED. and i'm not a paedophile, no sexual attraction involved, i promise (:

Sealed at 2 Nov 2008 18:59

okay hmm, the last entry esp abt the pw bit came out a biiiiit wrong i think. i sound like a pw-infatuated-person-who-has-lost-her-marbles. i am not. or maybe i am. haha NO i am not. anyway im so glad pw is over, that includes the final traces - op and i&r. woots. out with you damn spot. all the best to those who still've op and those who've chinese (hahaha) like serene and izzy and those who've exams like su and those who've As. hang in there! it'll be over before you know it.

yesterday's vip symposium was rather, hmm. well. in the pt the speaker was talking about the rise of India and was supposed to share on how the youths could rise up to the challenge or something but instead he was kind of promoting India only. talking about ecotourism or something. haha rather amusing. and reema and i got pretty highhh. at one point he said "i'm sure many of you don't know WHAT is an Indian" and reema said notice how he said WHAT, not WHO. racist reema, who's an indian herself. lol.
okay anyway. the food was not bad X) we stole some greedy greedy.

i'm quite excited to go travelling!!!(: the thought of getting away from sunnysingapooooooreeeee. shopping, scenery&DOUGHNUTS, cute kids (:D) & GOD for the three trips respectively. you know, it's good once in a while. haha. i think summing my trips up, it'll make up 1/2 of my nov&dec hols! wow i can't wait for A levels to be over and it'll be like freedom wheeeee. anw, airplanes are so fascinating haha i sound like a boy. imagine how many people actually died before the first workable plane was invented! and contact lenses are so cool too. i bet i'll never invent something so cool hahahaha.

okay time for dinner (:

thanks to you and you for hearing me rant. about something so vague. i appreciate it! and i'm feeling much better now. less sad less upset less angsty less unhealthyforthesoul. must be the power of prayer. : )

29th Oct 2008 10:47p.m.

i'm updating (!)

michael jackson was good before he turned white! hah we (my pw group) were saying that just now. so. black is gooood. I SOUND SO RACIST HAHAHA. & i'm listening to him now. heh. and importing like dontknowhowmany songs from like close to 50 cds. (thanks..chong) haha i'm such a law-abiding citizen. x)

speaking about my pw group, it may sound incredulous but i'm really glad that i've each of them in the group! and i prolly won't trade any of them. (whoaaa.) haha. it's been a great experience really. and i got to know each one of them much better. -if any of you happen to read this. haha and we're damn childish! but i guess like what lx said, that's why we can get along. hehee. sakae buffets, stoning@roxy (omg!!), all the bullying/teasing/ganging up against..lx? or me too! (I AM NOT THE MEANEST GROUP MEMBER I INSIST -.- and neither am i the most childish group member, it's either jy, by or basil) , enduring the weird&dark concert, chionging from an AE to EE wr and the rather fun prep for op (: lol. i'm gonna miss all of that crazy as it sounds.

i guess deep down i'm a very sentimental person. *aww* i rmb ning said that if your handwriting slants to the right (i think? or left i forgot) you're sentimental. how true.

and i think it's sad how friendships in general can just come and go. with the passing of time. but i suppose if they just fade away, maybe they weren't that strong in the first place? then again, even if the friendships still remain, it's almost quite inevitable that physical distance will create some kind of emotional drift as well. hmm and though people always say it's up to you to make the friendship work, it's REALLY much easier said than done. and there's that difference between mediocre and tight. wellll. i guess new friendships will be formed, too. like how the old have to make way for the new. modernization. negative impact. project work. oh dang. haha. okay this is all pretty random. yup but don't chuck away the old!!!

and i really think that for groupwork, even though girls tend to be more responsible and contribute a greater share than guys (ahem? haha) , guys are easier to work with in the sense that they're not bitchy and like.. weird/ complicated as girls are. haha. so having 4 guys in your group really isnt THAT bad at the end of it all i suppose!

sigh kinda sad/sian/tired/lost/confused. haha. ): it's amazing what one person can do. make or break. sad. how now brown cow. helppppp.

i want to bungee jump
i want to ride a roller coaster
i want to lie in a hammock
but for now,
i want to sleep! heh goooooooodnightttttttt