29th Oct 2008 10:47p.m.

i'm updating (!)

michael jackson was good before he turned white! hah we (my pw group) were saying that just now. so. black is gooood. I SOUND SO RACIST HAHAHA. & i'm listening to him now. heh. and importing like dontknowhowmany songs from like close to 50 cds. (thanks..chong) haha i'm such a law-abiding citizen. x)

speaking about my pw group, it may sound incredulous but i'm really glad that i've each of them in the group! and i prolly won't trade any of them. (whoaaa.) haha. it's been a great experience really. and i got to know each one of them much better. -if any of you happen to read this. haha and we're damn childish! but i guess like what lx said, that's why we can get along. hehee. sakae buffets, stoning@roxy (omg!!), all the bullying/teasing/ganging up against..lx? or me too! (I AM NOT THE MEANEST GROUP MEMBER I INSIST -.- and neither am i the most childish group member, it's either jy, by or basil) , enduring the weird&dark concert, chionging from an AE to EE wr and the rather fun prep for op (: lol. i'm gonna miss all of that crazy as it sounds.

i guess deep down i'm a very sentimental person. *aww* i rmb ning said that if your handwriting slants to the right (i think? or left i forgot) you're sentimental. how true.

and i think it's sad how friendships in general can just come and go. with the passing of time. but i suppose if they just fade away, maybe they weren't that strong in the first place? then again, even if the friendships still remain, it's almost quite inevitable that physical distance will create some kind of emotional drift as well. hmm and though people always say it's up to you to make the friendship work, it's REALLY much easier said than done. and there's that difference between mediocre and tight. wellll. i guess new friendships will be formed, too. like how the old have to make way for the new. modernization. negative impact. project work. oh dang. haha. okay this is all pretty random. yup but don't chuck away the old!!!

and i really think that for groupwork, even though girls tend to be more responsible and contribute a greater share than guys (ahem? haha) , guys are easier to work with in the sense that they're not bitchy and like.. weird/ complicated as girls are. haha. so having 4 guys in your group really isnt THAT bad at the end of it all i suppose!

sigh kinda sad/sian/tired/lost/confused. haha. ): it's amazing what one person can do. make or break. sad. how now brown cow. helppppp.

i want to bungee jump
i want to ride a roller coaster
i want to lie in a hammock
but for now,
i want to sleep! heh goooooooodnightttttttt